You Won’t Let Me Go

Their knives cut so deep,
Letting the Holy Spirit out,
Making me scream in pain,
Making me shout.

Permanently scarred,
By all their transgressions,
I run to hide,
And bathe in regressions.

Lord help me out…
I am drowning in this madness,
Lord heal my wounds,
Save me,
Save me from the sadness…

Getting so low, like gum on a shoe,
And I choose to not listen,
Deafening my ears To You,
I did it again…
Dove right back into sin.

I’ve wanted to die,
But you won’t let me go.
You are clinging me tight,
I become a missle…

Ready to shoot…
Ready to explode…

I’ve wanted to die,
But you won’t let me go.

The flame inside I try,
To extinguish with alcohol,
Only made it burn hotter,
I was ready to go…

The knife calls my name,
To cut me some more,
The pills do the same,
I am losing the score…

Running to hide…

Lord help me out…
I am drowning in this madness,
Lord heal my wounds,
Save me,
Save me from this sadness…

I’ve wanted to die,
But you won’t let me go.
You are clinging me tight,
I become a missle…

Ready to shoot…
Ready to explode…

I’ve wanted to die,
But you won’t me go.

Published by Jenn Till Lee Copyrighted, all rights reserved.

Writing poems as an outlet for healing. My hope is in Christ

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