I Lost So Much

We had a good run and now I’m weak,
My heart is broken and I can’t speak. bird without a song, sitting on the wire,
Wondering if I’ll fall or fly up higher.

Like a bird without a song, sitting on the wire,
Wondering if I’ll fall or fly up higher.

The sun sets; I sit in the dark,
Waiting for something to light my spark.

The months pass, but my mourning doesn’t end,
Still numb from the pain as I cry again.

I won’t forget all the fireworks in your eyes,
And how your love kept me warm on the coldest nights.

I crave conversation and your touch,
But when the casket closed, I lost so much.

I can’t walk in the garden with flowers in bloom,
Their smell reminds me of the funeral room.

I pray one day that this gloom will disappear,
Each moment without you, feels like a year.