I don’t want to sit down,
Legs wrestling all around,
Surges of euphoric energy,
Surges of electric anxiety.
Paranoia settles in,
Crawling in my skin,
I know what happens next,
Uncontrollable relfex.
I was flying oh so high,
I am crashing from the sky,
These waves of manic,
Have now turn to panic.
To depression, I become a slave,
Raging in like a tidal wave,
The salt hits my eyes,
You hear my cries…
Oh Jesus,
Save me tonight.
Anger rising up,
Sadness brings me down,
My mind is so confused,
I don’t want to be subdued.
Will this cycle ever end?
My body’s wearing thin,
My emotions giving in,
To what’s happening inside me.
I was flying oh so high,
I am crashing from the sky,
These waves of manic,
Have turn to panic.
To depression I become a slave,
Raging in like a tidal wave,
The salt hits my eyes,
You can hear my cries…
Oh Jesus,
Save me tonight.
Donning my disguise,
But if they look into my eyes,
I am afraid they willl see….
Every drop of my insecurities…
To depression I become a slave,
Raging in like a tidal wave,
The salt hits my eyes,
You can hear my cries…
Oh Jesus,
Save me tonight.
Uttering from Jenn's Pen 