Bipolar Waves

I don’t want to sit down,
Legs wrestling all around,
Surges of euphoric energy,
Surges of electric anxiety.

Paranoia settles in,
Crawling in my skin,
I know what happens next,
Uncontrollable relfex.

I was flying oh so high,
I am crashing from the sky,
These waves of manic,
Have now turn to panic.

To depression, I become a slave,
Raging in like a tidal wave,
The salt hits my eyes,
You hear my cries…

Oh Jesus,
Save me tonight.

Anger rising up,
Sadness brings me down,
My mind is so confused,
I don’t want to be subdued.

Will this cycle ever end?
My body’s wearing thin,
My emotions giving in,
To what’s happening inside me.

I was flying oh so high,
I am crashing from the sky,
These waves of manic,
Have turn to panic.

To depression I become a slave,
Raging in like a tidal wave,
The salt hits my eyes,
You can hear my cries…

Oh Jesus,
Save me tonight.

Donning my disguise,
But if they look into my eyes,
I am afraid they willl see….
Every drop of my insecurities…

To depression I become a slave,
Raging in like a tidal wave,
The salt hits my eyes,
You can hear my cries…

Oh Jesus,
Save me tonight.

Published by Jenn Till Lee Copyrighted, all rights reserved.

Writing poems as an outlet for healing. My hope is in Christ

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