Why am I so hard to love…
God made me different,
One who has challenged me everyday,
Sometimes I am a loose cannon,
One that just fires away.
My brain doesn’t work right,
It goes too fast then too slow,
I dont know when to stop,
I don’t know when to go.
I have offended many,
With my speech so broad and wide,
I didn’t mean any harm,
Makes me want to go and hide.
My anxiety gets out of control,
Not the worry kind or distress,
My heart just pounds loudly,
Leaving me to wonder what comes next.
Never really having anyone,
To love me like it should be,
No one step up to the challege,
To truly take the time to love me for me.
