Locked down again,
Feeling like I need a shove,
Paralyzed with doubt,
Why do try to keep to earning your love?
Blameless before You,
I forget to stand in security,
The transgressions I have done,
Did not remove my purity.
How did I get here?
Feeling all alone,
Standing in the wind,
Trying to find my way home.
How did I find my self so lost?
How could I forget all you have done?
How could I forgive myself?
In the ninety-nine, I am that one.
Walking down a road to nowhere,
Confused and distraught,
You came and reminded me,
All I have been taught.
Memories of your grace,
Feeling better now,
Remembering my place,
Starting to calm down.
You will never give up,
You child I will forever be,
When I let you go,
You will always come to find me.
How did I get here?
Feeling all alone?
Standing in the wind,
Trying to find my way home.
How did I find my self so lost?
How did forget all you have done?
How could I forgive myself?
In the ninety-nine, I am that one.
Uttering from Jenn's Pen 